Merry Christmas everyone!
Less
More
These wretched arms embrace the day
This taking
This giving
Leaves me sore
It shocks me the way you take so much more
My guilt is heavy
My guilt is heavy
It pulls my face down onto the floor
The simple reason that I long for your soul
Are also the ways I feel like a fool
It’s so sacred
and Righteous
And your tightness
Makes you appear too cruel
The last time I saw your face
You trusted me
Even less
It burns
So deep
October harvest we never reaped
And it’s over
Forever over
Your image runs like an hourglass
And it’s over
It was over fast
I wish I could forget your kaleidoscope lies
And I wish I could stop sucking in my pride
The loss of face that I have suffered
Makes my world crumble
My world is crumbling
My world is crumbling
And now I long for the strength to recover
And moreover
There’s dissension among the cells of my brain
Making me wonder if I am quite sane
retain
insane
I had an episode today
That reminded me of something in the way
You move
and that proves
That I must escape from you
Once I was a sane man
Before I saw the beast
Once I was a sane man
Until I ate the feast
Once I was a sane man
Until the coming of the bug
Once I was a sane man
But next week there came slugs
Once I was a sane man
Til I met the thing
Once I was a sane man
Til It started to sing
Once I was a sane man
But now the sky pours red
Once I was a sane man
But now I’ve lost my head
I See Banana bits in my milkshake
Flushing through my sore throat worsening my headache
Down to my stomach, shiver up my back
Since I’m thinking of you, my words must lack
Most anyone else would say, “No big deal”
Why is it that I have to be bad to feel
The way I do when I think of you
Repeating inputs inspire in vain
words mesh together in tired refrain
Blue sounds repeat with high decibels
return from a lifesong as a force of will
Take that last steptoward the light
move forever
upwards
reaching
extreme heights
murdered heart beats in excited pain
overpowered by love lost to disdain
dreams reel on from beginning to end
as time starts to warp and reality bends
all emotions are reversed to the hilt
and foundations of hatred begin to be built
Take that last steptoward the light
move forever
upwards
reaching
extreme heights
An ugly duckling is waiting to blossom
but first the swan must fall some
while breaking away from the beasts of dispair
the dream child must repent for actions unfair
Take that last steptoward the light
move forever
upwards
reaching
extreme heights
Gina Gina Gina
is the one that’s on my mind
’cause Ginas face and Ginas hands
are things just so divine.
So every day and every night
I’ve thought of Gina many times
til now I think that Gina’s
not the girl I usually find.
